· memory
I'm I'm I remember the feeling of meeting all my big loves. I knew right away they would be special and meaningful. I wish i knew how to retain that spark because no matter how special and aamzing they are, I always end up leaving.
· memory
i will forever regret not loivng him the way i should havve...will never forget and praoy we meet again
· things unsaid
You thought I hated you because I sat, leaving your texts unanswered. When in reality, behind every message I read were the tears I cried. All i did was love you while you drank away the passoonate, tender soul you have below all of the hatred you have for yourself. I cant save u
· venting
It's funny how the ones who have hurt me the most are actually supposed to be my family. Whoever said blood is thicker than water clearly had a family who loved them. I will rise above this though, i know that but for now im letting myself be weak momentarily. Be kind to people.
· venting
I want to live. I don't want to break the hearts of everyone that loves me. I have to live
· things unsaid
My Dad beat my Mom in front of me one Saturday night. I was screaming for him to stop, but he didn't. I don't like how quickly our family moved on from that; pretending like it was a bad dream, that we're still going to be okay.
· confessions
At first, I was scared. I didn't want to fail, to be the thing i always hated. But nobody prepares you for adulthood, and the scars that mar your skin. I have failed myself. Now, I am scared no more. That is what counts, isn't it? I shall face my fears. You should do so too.
· things unsaid
I find it increasingly difficult to be myself
· venting
My entire life I have been afraid of one thing or the other.
· ideas
The hardest thing about being a good parent is the long slow realization that will never need you in the way they once did.
· venting
I still think about my last few exes at least once a day. It has been 5 months and I'm still angry. I feel like an idiot for letting myself be vulnerable with any of them. They probably don't even think about me at all anymore, so why do I keep expending my own energy for them??
· ideas
life is good. keep going.
· ideas
In the secret of His presence How my soul delights to hide Oh how precious are the lessons Which I learn at Jesus' side! Earthly cares can never vex me Neither trials lay me low; For when Satan comes to tempt me, To the secret place I go
· things unsaid
to my ex, who never once stopped being hypocritical and manipulative: i hope you're well. i forgive you. i hate you. i hope you're in hell. you betrayed me, turned our friends against me, made me see the light in life and bv the end of it all you turned your name into profanity.
· ideas
i used to be on worldstar now im on newsweek
· venting
My life sucks. Enojy yours.
· venting
If you are a millionaire and dont directly help the community around you (not just your immidiate family) in a signifigant way, aociwty will never get better.
· venting
Endosex people are so mean sometimes
· confessions
I didn't do much today, but thats okay
· venting
I cant fail my kids..
· venting
I quit my dream jon to save myself. I feel broken. But I had to.
· venting
Miss you too much mom..
· things unsaid
my love for her lead me going to therapy, repairing friendships, and reconnecting with my family. Our love for eachother is the glue that binds my world together. May we all feel loved and love others in this way.
· confessions
i love experimenting with open source AI models on my own machine, but I'm sick to death of being forced to use AI to write code at my job.
· things unsaid
I wish so badly that you knew how much I 've changed. We were never right for each other and never will be, but I still loved you more than anything else in the world.
· ideas
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· venting
When I in college my mom bought me a shoe, its expensive shoe later I trade it for 3 pair. I dont know why mom bought it since she only had one cheap shoe she use for whole year. I love you mom, I would sold my world just to see you smile
· venting
i'm going to PISS out of my ASS
· venting
Já potkal chodce z končin prastarých, ten děl: „Bez trupu nohy kamenné ční v poušti, v písku blízko vedle nich tlí rozbitá tvář, čelo svraštěné, rty šklebné, v nichž se chladný povel mih’, dí: ‚Sochař uměl čísti vášní vření, jež vryty v mrtvou hmotu žijí dál než hruď, jich zdroj,
· ideas
They dont want kill all human. They want slave.
· memory
Oftentimes the things we regret the most are the opportunities we didn't take. Like just saying yes to just keep on driving with her brothers truck to the Great Sand Dunes instead of heading back home.
· venting
When death comes, I will greet him like an old friend
· things unsaid
There's more to life than forbidden feelings The smile of a boy, warm as a summerday Leaves a tingle of awe and a tingle of fear The burden of regret for desiring wrong To keep walking along the right path The joy of his smile slowly fading away As the distance pains my heart
· venting
Stop procrastinating!
· venting
My current lover might be going monogamous with their other lover and I'm feeling nervous about it
· venting
I no longer want to be associated with other Americans. I have regrets about not fighting for my Country.
· venting
Stop doing things that make you unhappy. Practise makes perfect.
· ideas
Our education is desperately needs to be reevaluated. Employers keep looking for skills that are hard to come by in school. The theory is good but a similar emphasis on skills is needed.
· memory
I wish I still had the first CD I burnt when I was 8 years old, my brother helped me pick out songs I liked at the time.
· things unsaid
People pleasing must be the height of tragedy especially when it comes to love. Lacking the courage to share genuine feelings and in the end being trapped in a place you feel uncomfortable is neither good for you nor the other person. It delays, it doesn't solve.
· venting
Life did not turn out as i thought, I never feel settled but thankful for what I have
· things unsaid
I never stopped loving my first love. She shapped me and even after years of therapy, I still seach out a love like her's that I know I'll never have again.
· venting
im so tired of it all so. genuinely. tired. i just want to go to sleep and never wake up
· things unsaid
Life is a strange phenomenon. Of what use is it. We come, we live, we leave. All the same, what truly has meaning? At the end of the day what trully matters?
the wallabout