You thought I hated you because I sat, leaving your texts unanswered. When in reality, behind every message I read were the tears I cried. All i did was love you while you drank away the passoonate, tender soul you have below all of the hatred you have for yourself. I cant save u

My Dad beat my Mom in front of me one Saturday night. I was screaming for him to stop, but he didn't. I don't like how quickly our family moved on from that; pretending like it was a bad dream, that we're still going to be okay.

I find it increasingly difficult to be myself

to my ex, who never once stopped being hypocritical and manipulative: i hope you're well. i forgive you. i hate you. i hope you're in hell. you betrayed me, turned our friends against me, made me see the light in life and bv the end of it all you turned your name into profanity.

my love for her lead me going to therapy, repairing friendships, and reconnecting with my family. Our love for eachother is the glue that binds my world together. May we all feel loved and love others in this way.

I wish so badly that you knew how much I 've changed. We were never right for each other and never will be, but I still loved you more than anything else in the world.

There's more to life than forbidden feelings The smile of a boy, warm as a summerday Leaves a tingle of awe and a tingle of fear The burden of regret for desiring wrong To keep walking along the right path The joy of his smile slowly fading away As the distance pains my heart

People pleasing must be the height of tragedy especially when it comes to love. Lacking the courage to share genuine feelings and in the end being trapped in a place you feel uncomfortable is neither good for you nor the other person. It delays, it doesn't solve.

I never stopped loving my first love. She shapped me and even after years of therapy, I still seach out a love like her's that I know I'll never have again.

Life is a strange phenomenon. Of what use is it. We come, we live, we leave. All the same, what truly has meaning? At the end of the day what trully matters?

i never told her i loved her back because i thought we had time. we didnt. its been three years

when you said you missed me i wanted to say i missed you more. i was scared so i said yeah me too. i meant so much more than that

you were not actually my best friend. you were just the only person who would call me back. i think youre still like that with someone else

to my old roommate. you stole from me. i knew the whole time. i just didnt want to make it weird

dad i didnt actually want to study engineering. i went because you were proud and i didnt know how to disappoint you. its been 12 years

i loved you the whole time. even after you got married. even after your kids. im sorry

mom i know you read my journal when i was 14. i never said anything but it changed how i felt about you for years

i never told my brother how much it meant that he sat with me at the hospital. he probably doesnt remember. i remember every minute